Arrangement: tomeihyohon
Vocal: Baruko
Guitar: Megumu
Bass: Kei Nakamura
Drums: Higuchi Kousuke
Mix: BLUE
Album: Rumneld.
Kanji
いつも同じように
持て余してみる
「退屈だ」って
ひとつ感じてはさ
消える痛みはもう慣れた
追い越していく風が
ただひたすらに取り残してしまうみたい
まだ・でも・だってを繰り返してる
憧れたヒーローの姿は
あの日目指した自分自身だ
言い訳ばっかりうまくなるはずじゃなかったのに
わきまえてみた身の丈は
未来への道標消した
変わるはずの世界
一歩踏み出すため
優しい言葉でゆるして
誰の声も聞かず
貫いてみせる
「プライドだ」って
ひとり泣いてるのは
気づけないまま途切れた
身体は重力をただ受けるだけ
期待がはずれたみたい
落ちた深さだけ望んでいる
手放した理想の姿は
いつか信じた自分自身だ
強くあれると瞳の奥に光ともしたのに
諦めて止めた両脚は
うわの空に混ざって透けた
見えるはずの世界
そっと触れてみたら
忘れた痛みで繋がる
色あせた記憶の欠片は
ココロの奥で燻ってた
膨らんで弾けた願い
色形がたとえ変わっても
憧れたヒーローの姿は
あの日描いた自分自身だ
あれこれ理由こじつけて
止めたのも自分だ
咎めない解らない誰も
そうあればと願う未来を
変わるはずの世界
一歩踏み出したら
優しい言葉でゆるして
描いた自分であることを
Romaji
itsumo onaji you ni
moteamashitemiru
"taikutsu da" tte
hitotsu kanjite wa sa
kieru itami wa mou nareta
oikoshiteiku kaze ga
tada hitasura ni torinokoshiteshimau mitai
mada - demo - datte wo kurikaeshiteru
akogareta HIIROO no sugata wa
ano hi mezashita jibun jishin da
iiwake bakkari umaku naru hazu janakatta no ni
wakimaetemita mi no take wa
mirai e no michishirube keshita
kawaru hazu no sekai
ippou fumidasu tame
yasashii kotoba de yurushite
dare no koe mo kikazu
tsuranuitemiseru
"PURAIDO da" tte
hitori naiteru no wa
kidzukenai mama togireta
karada wa juuryoku wo tada ukeru dake
kitai ga hazureta mitai
ochita fukasa dake nozondeiru
tebanashita risou no sugata wa
itsuka shinjita jibun jishin da
tsuyoku areru to me no oku ni hikari tomoshita no ni
akiramete tometa ryouashi wa
uwa no sora ni mazatte suketa
mieru hazu no sekai
sotto furetemitara
wasureta itami de tsunagaru
iroaseta kioku no kakera wa
KOKORO no oku de kusubutteta
fukurande hajiketa negai
irokatachi ga tatoe kawattemo
akogareta HIIRO no sugata wa
ano hi egaita jibun jishin da
are kore riyuu kojitsukete
yameta no mo jibun da
togamenai wakaranai dare mo
sou areba to negau mirai wo
kawaru hazu no sekai
ippou fumidashitara
yasashii kotoba de yurushite
egaita jibun de aru koto wo
Translation
As usual, I try to act like
I have too much time on my hands
Saying "I'm bored"
One thing I realize is
I've become used to the disappearing pain
It's as if I keep getting left behind
by the wind that blows past me
But I keep repeating "not yet", "but", and "after all"
The kind of hero I admired
was the me of that day, that still aims for my goals
Even though I'm not supposed to be only getting better at making excuses
The meek stance I took
erases the guidepost to my future
In order to take a step forward
to the world where I can change
I should forgive myself with kind words
I try to stick to my own ideals
Not listening to anyone's advice
Saying "I have my pride"
But it finally breaks, without realizing
that I've been crying all by my lonesome
My body simply accepts the pull of gravity
Seems like I've got my hopes too high
I only hope that I'll fall deep enough
The ideal figure that I gave up on
is the me that I believed in the past
Even though there was light deep within those eyes, determined to stay strong
My legs, that have come to a stop as I give up,
blends with my absentmindedness and becomes translucent
As I try to gently touch
the world I could've seen
The pain I've forgotten connected me to it
The fading fragments of memories
is still smoldering in the depth of my heart
Even though their colors and shapes have changed,
the swelling and bursting wishes are—
The kind of hero I admired
was the me that I imagined back then
But I was also the one who gave up
by making farfetched excuses
A future that I wish could've happened
where no one blame me nor knows about me
Once I take a step forward
to the world where I can change
I should forgive myself with kind words
That I decide to be the me I imagined
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